darlingladyjane

ewwww

Sun, 21 Dec 2008 13:11:06 GMT

sooooo 62 kg. last time it was checked. at the doctors. stupid. and my family doesnt have a freaking scale. so im pissed. i need to see my weight everyday to manage it. this is a disaster. i need my motivation. i want my voice back. it is there. but it needs to get its strength back. how do i get it's strength back?

A New Phrase

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 23:18:05 GMT

darlings

God made chocolate,
The devil made hunger.

:] thought this when i was biting into some chocolate covered toffee (because i cannot resist chocolate).

ugh

Thu, 29 May 2008 06:48:07 GMT

I am a fat cow. a gigantic fat cow. thank GOD for my new phone and being able to get on without my mom knowing!!!! yayyyy !!!

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Sat, 12 Apr 2008 18:21:23 GMT

no longer attractive on my sludges of fat and the ripples of cellulite that become more and more defined with each oily fat infested deception that ente

yuck

Sat, 12 Apr 2008 18:21:13 GMT

my thighs touch. And its disgusting. Pure sickining. Im afraid to weigh myself. Im almost positive its going to be bad. Merde. Double merde.

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 08:39:58 GMT

o "joyous" day as i weigh 124 pounds. it sickens me in uttermost disgust of myself. my theighs are beginning to touch again.... its so gross!'
i cant stand it.
i need to find my threshold of support like this summer.
i didnt think i needed this live journal anymore once i moved back to dallas but o how wrong was i....

2 4 6 8

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 06:17:47 GMT

on my 2468 diet, and its going wellll.... today was my 800 day and ive failed to make it to 800 but its already 12 am so actually im already restarting so its now officially 200 calories again. im down to 117 lbs. so hopefully swimming and only eating 200 will kick it down to about 115... hopefully. plus all this freakin stress from school will burn some calories as well, o joy.

im going on a fast.

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 08:14:04 GMT

er eating 4 pieces of pizza and 2 bowls of ceral and weighing in at about 120 freakin pounds, i have come to the conclusion of going on a liquid fast. please people ! join with me so i will have the will to actually go through with this whole thing. especially with hanging with my friends who eat all the time... major suckyness.

and french club (im VP) were entering the world of french cuisine... yummmmyyy.... but NOT GOOD!!!

today.

Sun, 12 Aug 2007 18:43:49 GMT

today is good so far. only planning to eat fruits till dinner because obviously my dads going to make me eat something else.
tomorrow i shall only have veggies untill dinner. yay!! i love my new plan!

wont be able to talk to anyone but would love someone to text or something while im away =) to keep some inspiratioon.
going camping!

my weight tracker

Sun, 12 Aug 2007 04:28:07 GMT

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god im so behind!!!